Ever sit near those people at a restaurant with people that are loud and very animated when they speak? Yeah she was like that with her group of people. I was out with some family enjoying dinner when Ms. Animated came in. I could tell something was on her mind. All of the sudden I hear a gasp and I see its a sonogram picture. She has just announced to her table she is 3 months pregnant. Tears hugs and excitement fill the air. To the left of us is two couples one is pregnant with a toddler the other has a toddler. To the right of us are 3 women and a baby. A little ways over a 8 week old with her parents and family. I sit and sigh. When will it be my turn to have news? I had a moment where I thought about taking the state of New Jersey and putting it on sonogram picture. Then I said to myself "hold on to hope your day will come hold on to hope soon soon soon..." It sucks to say the very least. Something that comes so easy to others is so hard for me. When is it going to be my turn?
I know I know this amazing wonder or wonders are going to come into my life, and I will say "ohh there you are..." Everything will make sense all the puzzle pieces will fit but until then. This emptiness or empty nest sucks!
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