We are waiting.... (hi isn't this what you have been doing for so many years....)
Yes but we are waiting for the Office of Licensing to come out and inspect our house. One of the workers from that office said "failure is not an option.." I could look around my house as what may or may not fail. I would be guessing, and I may be wrong. I may adjust something and actually create a problem. So I get to obsess about all the ways this could happen. The mind can wander off in so many different directions.
I'm emotionally exhausted and holding on to hope. It's all I can do. I don't know what's going to happen, and I would like to believe everything will work out but when I do something along this way goes wrong. I just don't want to be the couple who is approved and never get's matched never gets a placement and so on. That may happen. You may say don't think like that, but it's an option and no one can say for sure. So as much as I may want to dance and be happy because we have come so far we have so far to go. If we are blessed to get at least one child our journey begins in a different way.
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