I was thinking......

I could be angry, upset, disappointed, frustrated, harp on the negative, and all that. About our last experience and how if things were different we could already be approved already possibly have a placement or match. I choose....... To let it go. 

Why? It doesn't do good to hold on to negative feelings that can turn your life into a negative place. Find some kind of peace. Say.... I know better so I will do better I choose life and I choose to be happy. With that I'm letting these negative pieces go...... Shake it out / cry it out. 

Some reason I feel more and more that we were suppose to be where we are now. Would I have liked it to be sooner? Of freaking course. Some reason or reasons and soon when you meet that reason or reasons you all will see too. Just about everyone I have spoken to who has adopted especially those that had failed adoptions say "I am meant to have my child/children." 

So that is why when I listen to "Blessed the broken road" by Rascal Flatt is perfectly worded